I love you and always have <3
I will not go gentle into that good night
I was able to retrace my steps throughout the day when I was drinking tea
Nothing lasts forever, treasure the time you have
Dare to think long term
Thinking long term… I have barely begun my journey of transformation. I should take heart in that.
People are sometimes just doing the best they can do. Never forget that.
Step back and ask: does this question play into your special interest or does it serve to get to know the person.
Pause before responding: to reflect
Don’t mind me, I’m just extracting the human hiding within my machinic walls.
Immanent religion of tiredness.
I find my passions at the intersection of two or more interests 🔥
I don’t like the way you think
The rain brings forth the secret things. The agonizing worm. The robin ravaging their flesh. The grass blades with their hands outstretched.
Being more intentional about technology is much better than the attempts to completely cut it off from our lives.
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Just because there’s room for improvement doesn’t mean you can’t also admire how far you have come.
Some things shouldn’t be written, they should be spoken.
The computer just feels so much more intentional. I use it for a time, then I walk away.
I just had such a lovely video call 🥰
We will make it darling. The tears will flow. Eyes stained rouge. A medicine of sharp resolve. We will pierce through every last one. We will make it darling.
Love isn’t just found in the other. It’s found in the text, the brushstroke, the radiance of nature itself.
Some days my consciousness wakes up in such a different place than where it was the night before.
With the proliferation of opinions comes an increasing need to discern the people who actually know what they’re talking about… vs the people spewing bullshit.
People are the hardest thing to understand.
I can’t understand everything. No amount of thinking can solve some quandaries.
Life is too short to not create what I love.
Too much advice is dangerous.
It’s nice to know I’m not alone in how I’m feeling right now.
It feels so different to not perform, to not be perceived.
Assume everyone has something interesting to say.
Desire is one thing, longing is another entirely.
So much to say, but is it all that interesting?
Sometimes I discover self-defects and use them as props to explain why people may dislike me.
Things don’t have to make sense love
Pu’er tea is pretty fucking grand alright 💋
I crave mutualistic, emotional intimacy with someone that doesn’t feel pressured to fit into societal expectations of romance or sexuality.
There’s a part of me that really wants to live, not just take up space.
This winter season I have serious introspection instead of seasonal depression. We take what we can get.
Sometimes your mind needs to stand up straight.
The dew drops are the tears of a melancholic earth.
Emotional investment can be so draining at times.
If schizophrenia is the exterior of capitalism, then bipolar disorder is the interior -paraphrased from Mark Fisher
The razor sometimes frightens me.
Always fighting, in a pool of your own blood
How are your organs today? Well enough I guess
So you found that door, closed and forgotten. Just imagine how many more exist out there, waiting to be discovered.
I am thoughtful, articulate, introspective, caring, empathetic, interesting, radiant, boundless.
Lost in fantasy for once.
My previous thought is rooted in low self esteem
Sometimes I feel like I’ll never be able to maintain friendships. Not to be dramatic. I just long for a deeper connection and I don’t want to lose hope I can get it one day.
Everything has a breaking point. Things can get very bad before that breaking point.
Feeling emotions without extremes can be hard.
It is imperative that I re-examine why I desire affirmations from other people.
Nothing triggers me more than dead brain takes on how politics functions. Shit is complicated- not always black and white.
Will I regret something if I die tonight?
Love can be a drug. Something to chase, crave, and cling too. Love can be holistic. Something to hold, cherish, and let go.
Nothing beats the feeling of coming home after a long road trip 🫠
Freedom is a constant struggle
Prioritization is hard
I’m recognizing just how much white privilege exists in the leftist sentiment that voting is simple a meaningless little nicety that the bourgeois let us participate in.
When I think about ittt, I don’t even know-ww 🎶🎙️
I’m not doing okay but I’m setting myself up to do okay.
Racism in all of its forms is so evil. It makes my blood boil to hear such vile shit.
This will be a wonderful Christmas. My third Christmas in a row with my lovely partner. I am so happy to have her in my life.
Hello again world, it’s Christmas time again. Time to dust off this page with a post.
Monday come Monday go
Anti-intellectualism is a disease no matter where it comes from
The war for using the phone as a tool and not an immersion vessel is an ongoing one.
I wish I had some hope for the future of this planet
I really want to think more emotionally. Sometimes I get so wrapped up in history and data and theory and philosophy that I want to regain a renewed sense of true humanity. I want to think without words.